She Who Destroys the Light

Ask me anything   Submit   This is a blog about eating disorders and some about self-injury in general and some about my own experience. I have had an ED for about 14 years now, and have been self-injuring for about as long. I am also bipolar type I. I was diagnosed about 6 years ago. This might be triggering to some.

twitter.com/Proserpina13:

    I’ve been self injuring a lot lately. Both hitting and cutting. Now I have bruises and cuts all over my leg. And it kinda hurts to walk, but oddly enough, I kinda like that.

    — 10 months ago with 1 note
    #cutter  #cutting  #self harm  #self injury 
    "Happiness, damn near destroys you. Breaks your faith to pieces on the floor. So you tell yourself that’s enough for now."
    The Fray “Happiness”
    — 10 months ago with 7 notes
    #the fray  #happiness  #enough 

    medicated-misery:

    i want to throw myself on the ground and roll around until someone takes care of me

    i feel so self destructive right now

    — 10 months ago with 3 notes
    #self-destructive  #self harm 

    I am so fucking sick of pretending to be happy. Its exhausting.

    — 10 months ago with 3 notes
    #self+harm  #pretend  #mental illness  #depression 
    somedayillbeok:

"If we cut for attention, Why do we try so hard to keep it a secret?"

    somedayillbeok:

    "If we cut for attention, Why do we try so hard to keep it a secret?"

    (Source: )

    — 10 months ago with 20 notes
    #cut  #self harm  #cutter  #cutting 
    somedayillbeok:

On a personal note: i really encourage everyone to do this. I don’t know if it actually helps but I find it helps a little bit to be able to see the fight, if that makes sense?

    somedayillbeok:

    On a personal note: i really encourage everyone to do this. I don’t know if it actually helps but I find it helps a little bit to be able to see the fight, if that makes sense?

    (Source: )

    — 10 months ago with 100 notes
    #the bracelet project 

    I hate it when my friends are thinner then me. It makes me feel fat and ugly.

    — 11 months ago